Vows

Woke up today and this idea of wedding vows was stuck in my head. So I wrote them down and they’re probably the most beautiful thing I’ve ever written and I’m not even engaged.

I love how boyfriend wants me to meet his grandma and grandpa.

I love when we are laying together in my car, windows down, Florida humidity up, and he just talks. I love learning about him. I love how he can describe the house he wants to live in and I can picture it just from him talking..and it’s what I want, too.

I was so good today. I met the ‘hussy’ (in my mind) that he dumped me for that ended up rejecting him. I’d already met her once and I’d seen her a few times, but we actually hung out today. He knows that I’ve felt jealousy and I probably still feel a little jealous but the way he looks at me is totally different from the way he looks at her. I’m over it, for the most part. She isn’t an awful person and I’m kind of at peace.

August 11, 2010- the rest of our  lives, God willing.