The Breakup

The breakup was unexpected and I feel blind. I did actually vomit. It was probably the most honest breakup I’ve ever had. He really told me why and I’m left feeling like I have no questions, but I’m still heartbroken. I do wonder how just hours ago we were planning a weekend-vacation, and now we’re through. I do wonder if there’s another girl, but in my heart I know that I can’t do this to myself. I fell in love with him. I felt warmth and honesty. I felt companionship. I was the happiest I’d been in months. I was getting closer to God which is something I’d wanted for a while. I was looking forward to growing with him. How he can go from giving me all of that affection to this in one day is baffling.